What the hell is wrong with me?

Depression | 7 Comments |Word Count: 467
Sep
25

Hmph. Apparently I have upset one person with the last blog. But ya know what? Cualquier.

I’ve been kinda tired, nervous, and just…ugh as of last week. I don’t know what’s wrong. I had these few months where I went to bed at like 3:30 in the morning, then I would have these times where I’m going to bed extremely early. For those who know me, “early” usually means 12:30-1am. And I’ve become so nervous (about what? I have no idea) that my stomach is taking a huge toll. For a few days now I haven’t been eating much at all. I guess that can be a good thing, but I don’t eat much to begin with, so it might not be such a good thing either. I dunno. Yes, I do have my depressive episodes, and yes, someone has tapped into my temper. I don’t know what the hell is going on. Then this morning I wake up with a nosebleed. To add on to the stress, the extremes of the weather made my nosebleed. I also need to check out the headache I get too often on the left side of my head. All in all, I’m fucked up right now.

I have finally found an idea for the design of Project 739. It took me about 4 hours to just do one part of it. I never spend more than an hour on something (which is also why I fail at doing vectors), so this is pretty…well…unusual. But I’m pretty sure that when I do take a look at it again in Photoshop, I’m probably going to hate it, and that is going to be a big problem.

The reason why I opened up WordPress was to type some of the article that I had wrote. 18 pages written. Man, I’m looking at it and wondering why in the fuck did I write it. Too much shit, so little time…damn, damn, damn!

Oh, and yes, I did get around to installing the program that I needed for the course I’m taking online. And yes, it did install perfectly. I also did an initial launch, and it worked. So everything says go. How long will it work for? I’m not quite sure, but I’m going to figure that out when I work on the project.

Hm. What else? Well, nothing much since my life is a bit boring at the moment, and since it is Monday, and I blogged on…Wednesday? So chyeah. Furthermore, I have something else I need to get off my chest, but I might get my head bit off by people. So until…next time, whenever that may be.


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Crestfallen is the 3-year-old site of a sarcastic 20-something natural-born New Yorker who goes by the name Nat Marie most days, but answers to many other things, including Shadow, Chickenhead, and "Hey Bitch!". She has a love for writing, performing arts, and cats (albeit allergic to them). You will find love, life, and a lot of writing and sarcasm sprinkled in. Enjoy.