Emotionless.

Sometimes it’s better to be emotionless, I guess.
You get hurt less, you feel less.
But if you have no emotion at all,
How would you react when something…
Or someone…
Gives you a reason to break?

I’m realizing that 99.9% of the time, my emotions get in the way. I may feel one way about something…or someone, and that other thing leaves me…broken, so to speak. I don’t watch sappy romantic movies, read romance novels, or even look at diamond engagement rings without breaking down. Yay for being overemotional! Not.

What if I had no emotion? I wonder…
What if I was just…numb?

There is a long story behind this thought. Maybe one day I’ll be able to tell you…but not now.