Back to the drawing board…you’d think I’d be used to it by now.

Three interviews. Three interviews, with only one day separating each of them. Three interviews, which left me burned out actually by the last interview. Guess what? Nothing. This has left me more frustrated than before.

I shouldn’t say it was absolutely nothing. I’d be lying. I had a call for a second interview for the last one, which is actually the one that I really wanted. I was a little nervous–I’ve never gotten that far before, and there was only one other person who made the cut. They said they’ll make their decision, and hopefully get back to me. Of course I thought this would be it for a while. I thought that today would be the first day of my new job, or at least I would have a decision by now, seeing as the second interview was last Wednesday. Yes, I called to follow up first thing this morning, and left a message. Nothing. Since there was only one other person, it would have been nice to hear something so that I’m not left with shattered dreams. But even so, I’d still be shattered and rather frustrated.

Like I am now.

So back to the drawing board. I should be used to it, seeing as this is the same shit that I’ve been going through for a year. But still, it’s frustrating. I guess I’ll be all right, but shit, I can use some dough right now. I wish someone will give me a chance. You know, a job where I’ll make more than minimum wage? I need to offset student loans. I’ll be like 85 before I pay them off.