Crestfallen.nu

Wow, staying home is boring.

For those who’s followed my blog for the whole 2+ years it’s been around, then you might know that I’ve had my share of being in and out of rehabilitation mental health vocational programs and the like. Well, I’m done, and I’m fucking ecstatic. While I am going to miss being around my friends every day and playing Spades with the Dysfunctional Bunch, they were pissing me the fuck off over there. Furthermore, if I want to be pissed off, might as well get pissed off while getting paid for it. So right now I’m job searching (have been for months actually).

Now I have a lot more time on my hands than I did before, and wow…staying home is boring. I thought I’d actually be happy to catch up on rest seeing as I’m sleep deprived, but no. And remember, I’m looking for a job–not a lot of cash flow coming this way so I can do too much of anything.

I need to keep myself distracted. I have the internet to keep me busy, but the thing is, I don’t want to do that all day every day until I snag a job. I mean, I lost over 40 pounds, and I dropped 4 dress sizes. I want to keep it that way. The dahling works during the day, and they aren’t releasing my friends from the prison just yet. Any suggestions for me to pass the time? It’s getting nicer–I’d like to do shit instead of sleeping. Sleeping gets boring after awhile. Says the insomniac. Wow.

PS: I have a new web project. I didn’t want to really jinx it, but thought I’d whore it out since it’s in the developmental stages and I need some help with it (read: a lot of help).