What the hell is wrong with me?
Hmph. Apparently I have upset one person with the last blog. But ya know what? Cualquier.
I’ve been kinda tired, nervous, and just…ugh as of last week. I don’t know what’s wrong. I had these few months where I went to bed at like 3:30 in the morning, then I would have these times where I’m going to bed extremely early. For those who know me, “early” usually means 12:30-1am. And I’ve become so nervous (about what? I have no idea) that my stomach is taking a huge toll. For a few days now I haven’t been eating much at all. I guess that can be a good thing, but I don’t eat much to begin with, so it might not be such a good thing either. I dunno. Yes, I do have my depressive episodes, and yes, someone has tapped into my temper. I don’t know what the hell is going on. Then this morning I wake up with a nosebleed. To add on to the stress, the extremes of the weather made my nosebleed. I also need to check out the headache I get too often on the left side of my head. All in all, I’m fucked up right now.
I have finally found an idea for the design of Project 739. It took me about 4 hours to just do one part of it. I never spend more than an hour on something (which is also why I fail at doing vectors), so this is pretty…well…unusual. But I’m pretty sure that when I do take a look at it again in Photoshop, I’m probably going to hate it, and that is going to be a big problem.
The reason why I opened up WordPress was to type some of the article that I had wrote. 18 pages written. Man, I’m looking at it and wondering why in the fuck did I write it. Too much shit, so little time…damn, damn, damn!
Oh, and yes, I did get around to installing the program that I needed for the course I’m taking online. And yes, it did install perfectly. I also did an initial launch, and it worked. So everything says go. How long will it work for? I’m not quite sure, but I’m going to figure that out when I work on the project.
Hm. What else? Well, nothing much since my life is a bit boring at the moment, and since it is Monday, and I blogged on…Wednesday? So chyeah. Furthermore, I have something else I need to get off my chest, but I might get my head bit off by people. So until…next time, whenever that may be.
7 Comments
Phillip - URL
Good luck with your project. I hope you have fun with it. I can’t wait to see it when it is done!
Nellie - URL
I get nosebleeds quite often when the weather changes too! They’re fucking horrible.
I have this urge to offer to help out on Project 739, but I have so many of my own projects on the go I’d probably help out for a while then disappear off the face of the planet… not much help at all, I’d be. Sorry.
Sai - URL
Stress and nerves can really make the human body go out bizzare sometimes. Seriously. I’m dealing with a little bit of that myself.
Crystal - URL
YAY for someone who shares my bedtime! I just cant seem to drag myself to bed before midnight lol.
Project 739 (yes i get the code) looks very interesting, good job!
Kya - URL
Sucks, hopefully it will go away soon!
Danielle - URL
Yeah, I know how it feels to be tired all the time. Since I’m taking 21 credits & I was working 30-40 hours a week, when I got sick last week, I didn’t get any sleep. Now here it is over a week later and I’m still sick and exhausted. Luckily I’m done work until November so I can catch up on my down time. I hope you catch up on your sleep and exhaustion soon!
Good luck with your project.
